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Natsuru Senou
1431 Holly Heights
Wife: Sayaka Maizono
Son: Tadashi Yamaguchi

(August 8th, 2015 - December 24th, 2015)
Wife: Sayaka Maizono
Daughter: Kyoko Mogami
Son: Tadashi Yamaguchi

(June 8th, 2015 - August 7th, 2015)
Wife: Sayaka Maizono
Daughter: Kyoko Mogami

(May 8th, 2015 - June 7th, 2015)
Wife: Sayaka Maizono
Daughter: Kyoko Mogami
Daughter: Yotsuba Koiwai

(May 3rd, 2015 - May 7th, 2015)
Wife: Sayaka Maizono
Daughter: Kyoko Mogami

(August 1st, 2014 - May 2nd, 2015)
Wife: Sayaka Maizono

(July 7th, 2014 - July 31st, 2014)
Wife: Sayaka Maizono
Daughter: Chieri Sono

(June 1st, 2014 - July 6th, 2014)
Daughter: Chieri Sono

(April 8th, 2014 - May 31st, 2014)
Daughter: Chieri Sono
Daughter: Atsuko Maeda the 14th

(February 22nd, 2014 - March 5th, 2014)
Wife: Tifa Lockhart
Daughter: Chieri Sono

(September 5, 2013 - February 21, 2014)
1461 Holly Heights
Mother: Cheria Barnes
Momsis: Sophie
Sister: Maximum Ride

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no i don't want to add to it! that's it!

[She doesn't know what else to say.]

im disappointed, but you get half points for being technically right.

[and it shouldn't be so hard to say, but when was the last time she gossiped about a lover? it's been years, probably. so it takes her a minute or so before she sends--]

i slept with him. I HAD SEX WITH AIKURO MIKISUGI!!!!

[Well, of course she knew Milly probably wouldn't have stopped at kissing, so the question is how far she did go. Not that Natsuru's about to as-]

WAIT YOU REALLY DID IT?

yep! went the whole mile! a couple times, too...

[YEAH THEY CLIMBED THAT WHOLE SEX MOUNTAIN...]

hes. really good.

that's... good? that he's good, i mean. i'm happy for you!

[She's trying here. Maybe Milly won't go into any of the really embarrassing detail?]

[she's... doing way better than sayaka so far.]

i think "really good" is an understatement because im prety sure i felt things ive never felt before.

[also don't mind milly, she's just sending natsuru a picture of herself, from her nose to her breasts, and GOOD LORD that's a hickey on the throat. and then a bunch of little baby marks all over her chest.]

also, he made me art. LOOK AT THAT. LOOK!!!

[OH GOD WHAT]

WHY ARE YOU SHOWING ME?!

because i think i look hot. and his handiwork deserves to be shown!!

i tried covering all of them up with makeup but theres just... so many...

okay, fine, but still...

how does that even happen anyway?! didn't it hurt?!

[hurt? oh, natsuru, you sweet summer child.]

no! no, it didnt hurt at all! it was the exact opposite. it felt so wonderful, like he was absolutely eating me up, and he just couldnt get enough. he kept kissing me and those marks are absolutely proof we did something amazing. like he wanted people to see that he had me. which is SO HOT.

[WOW THAT IS WAY TOO MUCH INFORMATION... except if she thinks about it with her and Sayaka instead, it actually is kind of hot...? Except no, that kind of thing is private!!!]

but isn't it embarrassing if you can't cover it up?

[She's trying to deflect the conversation away from things she's too embarrassed to talk about! ... As if that'll work with Milly...]

[someone has to learn how to give the dirty deets. and the only way for milly to teach this is by doing it herself!]

it could be. most people think hickies are a little bit trashy, but i like them. theyre totally badges of honour from a night well spent! i wouldnt want the students to see, but thats what a good button up is for.

and then you take it off and its like showing off a dirty little secret!

who would you even show something like that to?!

[You know... aside from your sister, apparently.]

someone you want to make jealous, maybe. so they know someone else had you and wants you and itll spur them into action.

for me, ill just show aikuro. maybe. just a peek of them as a reminder. he might get all hot and bothered again.

[Oh, that's right, they were talking about her and Aikuro...]

AH ITS OKAY I DONT NEED TO HEAR ABOUT AIKURO-SAN

[Natsuru...... you should know there's no avoiding this.]

:(

well, no one really NEEDS to hear about anything, if you really think about it. but i bet you want to hear all about it!!

[jaws theme plays softly... it's going to happen.]

but you have to be patient! i have other things i kind of want to talk about... theyre a little more serious.

how did you know you wanted to be with sayaka?

[Well... she'd be lying if she said she wasn't at least a little curious on this subject. But it's not for the reasons anyone would normally assume, and she's perfectly willing to let the subject shift happen instead.]

Um... well, it all kind of happened really fast! Like, when we met she was really beautiful and sweet and nice and we made a friendship promise. And then that Christmas we got gifts from the Landlord that made us think we were in love, except I kind of already liked her. It was a little disappointing when it wore off...

But later it turned out we really did like each other. So I guess it was sometime after we started dating that I knew I wanted to be with her as long as we could. And then after we were assigned together, I wanted to make it as real as it could be. So even if we don't get to be together after we leave this place, we'll be together for the rest of our lives here.

It's like... the more we've spent time together and gotten to know each other, I just want to be with her even more.

[Did that really answer the question? Probably not. But Milly got her to spill her feelings, and that is an accomplishment.]

[she's actually never heard the story of how they got together, nor would she have expected it to be kind of cute. she expected so much more of a disaster. where is the screaming? where is the terror? this is not natsuru and sayaka. this seems too easy.

but perhaps it was a sign. that maybe her own dilemma could be so easily resolved...]

thats so sweet! you two really do love each other... when i grow up, i want to be like you two. ;)

but it was easy, wasnt it? it seems like you both jumped in and never stopped doing your thing. did you ever worry about it, though? before going for it? that maybe you werent right for each other? or did you feel that you were perfect for each other from the start?

Well, it was... complicated, for a while. We knew we liked each other, but we had some secrets and things we needed to talk about.

[This is getting dangerously close to That Thing she's been wanting to talk to Milly about but hasn't had the chance to actually bring up.]

I was pretty sure I didn't deserve her! But I think she thought the same thing about me too.

isnt that how it always goes? the deeper you fall into like or love or anything, the more your past likes to say hello. or you can never talk about it. always a good choice.

though, you two deserve each other!! i dont think i know two people who should be together more than you two. keep the love up, okay? someone has to.

Thanks... I still can't believe how lucky I've been here.

[Though, something about this message seems off...]

Actually, I'm glad we talked about everything. Keeping secrets like that just makes it harder to have a real relationship.

[Huh... that's basically the gist of what Jam told her over a year ago, isn't it? No wonder she's felt so awkward about not having told Milly or Makoto...]

Well, it turned out she already knew, because of something that the Landlord did. It showed "secrets" about us above our heads, but some of them were true and others weren't. I didn't think anyone would actually believe mine.

[She's trying to build to actually saying it! But still kind of doesn't want to derail the conversation...?]

well we havent talked about everything, but weve talked about a lot! and im glad we have. sometimes its easy to forget that we have people who want to help us when we need it, and will listen.

i dont know if keeping secrets make a relationship any less real. it just makes who you are a bit of an enigma, and everyone is entitled to their own share of mystery. besides, learning about someone in pieces is fun. you wouldnt keep me around if you knew everything in one go.

[of course, if she knew everything about natsuru from the get-go, she would've loved her all the same.]

oh landy! always pulling some stunt. i have to wonder what mine would be! [probably "i'm still in love with my world's dead emperor and was for seven years because we were best friends lmao". LMAO..........] but *ill* believe yours!! so spill!

[She so would keep Milly around if she knew everything in one go! But then, she's overly trusting of people in general.

And she's quickly distracted from that by the last part of the message.]

Um... well, the thing is, I didn't really want anyone to believe it! I don't want it getting out to everyone! I just wanted to tell you because you're kind of my sister, and I think you should know. I wouldn't want you to be upset if you found out some other way...

[That sure is a lot of dancing around this! She wanted to tell her, but now it's like being put on the spot! Still, she... shouldn't let that get in the way, should she?]

The thing is, I had these powers back home, and when I came here they were taken away. I was still transformed into my Kämpfer form, but I couldn't change back. So, what that means is...

[This isn't a pause between messages for dramatic effect. This is her steeling her nerves and figuring out how to say it, while sending what she has written to give herself no chance to back out, erase all of this, and tell Milly some other dumb secret instead.]

Back home, I used to be a guy. I was chosen as a Kämpfer, and Kämpfer have to be girls, so this is what I looked like when I transformed to fight.

That's why I wanted Sayaka to know, before we got serious! If she only liked me because I'm a girl, I couldn't promise that I'd always stay this way. But she said it didn't matter, and that's when we started dating I guess.

Actually, I've been staying like this by choice for a while now. Since everyone knows me as a woman here, I think it's just easier not to have to worry about being two people and hiding a secret like that. And I don't mind it so much anymore. I kind of like being your sister... so I hope you won't be mad.

[Wow, that sure was an essay full of feelings.]

[this was not even close to the secret she was expecting. honestly, she doesn't even know what she was expecting, but it wasn't that. powers? transformations? that's a little bit irrelevant.

natsuru was a boy, though. and that's shocking. but only for a moment. it's not like she's losing anything, it's not like their relationship is going to change. it's just adding something. knowledge like that colours any relationship, but who is to say that the colour added ruins the painting? milly believes that it adds a new shade of brilliance to what they have.]

if you had told me you were a boy from the start, i mightve hit on you sooner! ;)

[but joking aside...]

natsuru, i could never be mad. surprised? yes. curious? that too. but not mad. im happy you told me, because thats something huge to tell someone! and im honoured you trust me with something like that. i will protect this for you, i promise.

i love having a sister, but i love having you around more. so i dont care if youre my sister, or my brother, or my dog, or anything else. so no matter what happens or what you become, ill be here. thats what love is, you know? staying with someone through the good and the bad, and accepting them for who they are.

id be glad to know you as my brother, because i am glad to know you as my sister. so if that time comes, if landy ever decides to make you a boy again, well still be siblings. alright?

[She's glad Milly can't hear her half-nervous, relieved giggle. She knows Milly well enough to know she's not serious, at least. And with how nervous she was about revealing this, that being Milly's first reaction just drains every bit of tension away.]

Thank you. I love you too...

[She's almost deliriously happy, that went so well! Raw emotions are just going to be spilling out here for a while, sorry.]

I got most of my powers back already, so the girl me isn't going anywhere even if I do get my original body! I'll still be your sister sometimes, no matter what else happens. ♥

[So no stealing all her clothes if she does change back!]

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