Natsuru Senou (
thirdbeauty) wrote2013-09-04 12:00 am
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Holly Heights: Mailbox
Natsuru Senou
1431 Holly Heights
Wife: Sayaka Maizono
Son: Tadashi Yamaguchi
(August 8th, 2015 - December 24th, 2015)
Wife: Sayaka Maizono
Daughter: Kyoko Mogami
Son: Tadashi Yamaguchi
(June 8th, 2015 - August 7th, 2015)
Wife: Sayaka Maizono
Daughter: Kyoko Mogami
(May 8th, 2015 - June 7th, 2015)
Wife: Sayaka Maizono
Daughter: Kyoko Mogami
Daughter: Yotsuba Koiwai
(May 3rd, 2015 - May 7th, 2015)
Wife: Sayaka Maizono
Daughter: Kyoko Mogami
(August 1st, 2014 - May 2nd, 2015)
Wife: Sayaka Maizono
(July 7th, 2014 - July 31st, 2014)
Wife: Sayaka Maizono
Daughter: Chieri Sono
(June 1st, 2014 - July 6th, 2014)
Daughter: Chieri Sono
(April 8th, 2014 - May 31st, 2014)
Daughter: Chieri Sono
Daughter: Atsuko Maeda the 14th
(February 22nd, 2014 - March 5th, 2014)
Wife: Tifa Lockhart
Daughter: Chieri Sono
(September 5, 2013 - February 21, 2014)
1461 Holly Heights
Mother: Cheria Barnes
Momsis: Sophie
Sister: Maximum Ride
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but isn't it embarrassing if you can't cover it up?
[She's trying to deflect the conversation away from things she's too embarrassed to talk about! ... As if that'll work with Milly...]
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it could be. most people think hickies are a little bit trashy, but i like them. theyre totally badges of honour from a night well spent! i wouldnt want the students to see, but thats what a good button up is for.
and then you take it off and its like showing off a dirty little secret!
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[You know... aside from your sister, apparently.]
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for me, ill just show aikuro. maybe. just a peek of them as a reminder. he might get all hot and bothered again.
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AH ITS OKAY I DONT NEED TO HEAR ABOUT AIKURO-SAN
[Natsuru...... you should know there's no avoiding this.]
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well, no one really NEEDS to hear about anything, if you really think about it. but i bet you want to hear all about it!!
[jaws theme plays softly... it's going to happen.]
but you have to be patient! i have other things i kind of want to talk about... theyre a little more serious.
how did you know you wanted to be with sayaka?
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Um... well, it all kind of happened really fast! Like, when we met she was really beautiful and sweet and nice and we made a friendship promise. And then that Christmas we got gifts from the Landlord that made us think we were in love, except I kind of already liked her. It was a little disappointing when it wore off...
But later it turned out we really did like each other. So I guess it was sometime after we started dating that I knew I wanted to be with her as long as we could. And then after we were assigned together, I wanted to make it as real as it could be. So even if we don't get to be together after we leave this place, we'll be together for the rest of our lives here.
It's like... the more we've spent time together and gotten to know each other, I just want to be with her even more.
[Did that really answer the question? Probably not. But Milly got her to spill her feelings, and that is an accomplishment.]
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but perhaps it was a sign. that maybe her own dilemma could be so easily resolved...]
thats so sweet! you two really do love each other... when i grow up, i want to be like you two. ;)
but it was easy, wasnt it? it seems like you both jumped in and never stopped doing your thing. did you ever worry about it, though? before going for it? that maybe you werent right for each other? or did you feel that you were perfect for each other from the start?
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[This is getting dangerously close to That Thing she's been wanting to talk to Milly about but hasn't had the chance to actually bring up.]
I was pretty sure I didn't deserve her! But I think she thought the same thing about me too.
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though, you two deserve each other!! i dont think i know two people who should be together more than you two. keep the love up, okay? someone has to.
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[Though, something about this message seems off...]
Actually, I'm glad we talked about everything. Keeping secrets like that just makes it harder to have a real relationship.
[Huh... that's basically the gist of what Jam told her over a year ago, isn't it? No wonder she's felt so awkward about not having told Milly or Makoto...]
Well, it turned out she already knew, because of something that the Landlord did. It showed "secrets" about us above our heads, but some of them were true and others weren't. I didn't think anyone would actually believe mine.
[She's trying to build to actually saying it! But still kind of doesn't want to derail the conversation...?]
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i dont know if keeping secrets make a relationship any less real. it just makes who you are a bit of an enigma, and everyone is entitled to their own share of mystery. besides, learning about someone in pieces is fun. you wouldnt keep me around if you knew everything in one go.
[of course, if she knew everything about natsuru from the get-go, she would've loved her all the same.]
oh landy! always pulling some stunt. i have to wonder what mine would be! [probably "i'm still in love with my world's dead emperor and was for seven years because we were best friends lmao". LMAO..........] but *ill* believe yours!! so spill!
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And she's quickly distracted from that by the last part of the message.]
Um... well, the thing is, I didn't really want anyone to believe it! I don't want it getting out to everyone! I just wanted to tell you because you're kind of my sister, and I think you should know. I wouldn't want you to be upset if you found out some other way...
[That sure is a lot of dancing around this! She wanted to tell her, but now it's like being put on the spot! Still, she... shouldn't let that get in the way, should she?]
The thing is, I had these powers back home, and when I came here they were taken away. I was still transformed into my Kämpfer form, but I couldn't change back. So, what that means is...
[This isn't a pause between messages for dramatic effect. This is her steeling her nerves and figuring out how to say it, while sending what she has written to give herself no chance to back out, erase all of this, and tell Milly some other dumb secret instead.]
Back home, I used to be a guy. I was chosen as a Kämpfer, and Kämpfer have to be girls, so this is what I looked like when I transformed to fight.
That's why I wanted Sayaka to know, before we got serious! If she only liked me because I'm a girl, I couldn't promise that I'd always stay this way. But she said it didn't matter, and that's when we started dating I guess.
Actually, I've been staying like this by choice for a while now. Since everyone knows me as a woman here, I think it's just easier not to have to worry about being two people and hiding a secret like that. And I don't mind it so much anymore. I kind of like being your sister... so I hope you won't be mad.
[Wow, that sure was an essay full of feelings.]
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natsuru was a boy, though. and that's shocking. but only for a moment. it's not like she's losing anything, it's not like their relationship is going to change. it's just adding something. knowledge like that colours any relationship, but who is to say that the colour added ruins the painting? milly believes that it adds a new shade of brilliance to what they have.]
if you had told me you were a boy from the start, i mightve hit on you sooner! ;)
[but joking aside...]
natsuru, i could never be mad. surprised? yes. curious? that too. but not mad. im happy you told me, because thats something huge to tell someone! and im honoured you trust me with something like that. i will protect this for you, i promise.
i love having a sister, but i love having you around more. so i dont care if youre my sister, or my brother, or my dog, or anything else. so no matter what happens or what you become, ill be here. thats what love is, you know? staying with someone through the good and the bad, and accepting them for who they are.
id be glad to know you as my brother, because i am glad to know you as my sister. so if that time comes, if landy ever decides to make you a boy again, well still be siblings. alright?
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Thank you. I love you too...
[She's almost deliriously happy, that went so well! Raw emotions are just going to be spilling out here for a while, sorry.]
I got most of my powers back already, so the girl me isn't going anywhere even if I do get my original body! I'll still be your sister sometimes, no matter what else happens. ♥
[So no stealing all her clothes if she does change back!]
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that same mentality extends beyond love, though. it applies to her curiosity as well, but questions can wait.]
i look forward to being with you, no matter what happens to either of us! and youll still be dragged into fun with me either way. my kind of fun is genderblind.
BUT! as an act of sisterhood, and to stop thinking about possible transformations and men who are far too attractive for their own good, i cordially invite you on an ice cream date! right now!
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She's half tempted to make a teasing comment about Makoto when she reads the first part of the message, but then the rest of it catches her off-guard.]
Eh?! Right now?
Where do you want to meet?
[That's right, no flustered awkward stumbling, she's on board right this second!]
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the fact that her sister agreed so quickly and without any comment other than "okay" surprises her, but in a good way. even before she sends her own text in return, she's slipping her shoes, and grabbing her purse.]
ill meet you outside of honeybee, if thats alright with you! but if not, thats just a starting point. we can go anywhere you like!
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[Guess who else is slipping on some shoes and grabbing her purse at the same time. Are they sure they're not really related?
Also when she arrives, it seems she's dressed extra cute today. Because that's how fortune seems to go for Natsuru. She just rolls with it by now.]
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milly's dressed in her millyish manner, in a dress with a shorter hem, but she's got an extra accessory-- an artfully draped scarf. guess what's under it... but the moment she sees natsuru, she throws herself at her in a giant hug, and laughs.]
There you are! Looking as cute as ever, I see!
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Thanks! You too...
[After a moment, she pulls away, though she doesn't even bother to try putting much distance between them. Actually, she's a little more physical with her affection today, lightly touching Milly's arm and staying close. And of course, her smile is practically glowing.]
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but they've got things to be, people to do! or, wait... anyway, milly opens the door into honeybee, and bows rather dramatically as she does it.] After you!
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I thought it was supposed to be ladies first, not little sisters first...
[Well. She is a lady too, she supposes. Technicalities aside.]
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Order anything you'd like. It's on me!
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Okay.
[This is a small town where everybody knows everybody at least a little... she probably has a brief conversation with the staff while ordering. There's a sundae with chocolate and mixed fruit that she's been wanting to try.]
Did you want to share?
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