[She so would keep Milly around if she knew everything in one go! But then, she's overly trusting of people in general.
And she's quickly distracted from that by the last part of the message.]
Um... well, the thing is, I didn't really want anyone to believe it! I don't want it getting out to everyone! I just wanted to tell you because you're kind of my sister, and I think you should know. I wouldn't want you to be upset if you found out some other way...
[That sure is a lot of dancing around this! She wanted to tell her, but now it's like being put on the spot! Still, she... shouldn't let that get in the way, should she?]
The thing is, I had these powers back home, and when I came here they were taken away. I was still transformed into my Kämpfer form, but I couldn't change back. So, what that means is...
[This isn't a pause between messages for dramatic effect. This is her steeling her nerves and figuring out how to say it, while sending what she has written to give herself no chance to back out, erase all of this, and tell Milly some other dumb secret instead.]
Back home, I used to be a guy. I was chosen as a Kämpfer, and Kämpfer have to be girls, so this is what I looked like when I transformed to fight.
That's why I wanted Sayaka to know, before we got serious! If she only liked me because I'm a girl, I couldn't promise that I'd always stay this way. But she said it didn't matter, and that's when we started dating I guess.
Actually, I've been staying like this by choice for a while now. Since everyone knows me as a woman here, I think it's just easier not to have to worry about being two people and hiding a secret like that. And I don't mind it so much anymore. I kind of like being your sister... so I hope you won't be mad.
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And she's quickly distracted from that by the last part of the message.]
Um... well, the thing is, I didn't really want anyone to believe it! I don't want it getting out to everyone! I just wanted to tell you because you're kind of my sister, and I think you should know. I wouldn't want you to be upset if you found out some other way...
[That sure is a lot of dancing around this! She wanted to tell her, but now it's like being put on the spot! Still, she... shouldn't let that get in the way, should she?]
The thing is, I had these powers back home, and when I came here they were taken away. I was still transformed into my Kämpfer form, but I couldn't change back. So, what that means is...
[This isn't a pause between messages for dramatic effect. This is her steeling her nerves and figuring out how to say it, while sending what she has written to give herself no chance to back out, erase all of this, and tell Milly some other dumb secret instead.]
Back home, I used to be a guy. I was chosen as a Kämpfer, and Kämpfer have to be girls, so this is what I looked like when I transformed to fight.
That's why I wanted Sayaka to know, before we got serious! If she only liked me because I'm a girl, I couldn't promise that I'd always stay this way. But she said it didn't matter, and that's when we started dating I guess.
Actually, I've been staying like this by choice for a while now. Since everyone knows me as a woman here, I think it's just easier not to have to worry about being two people and hiding a secret like that. And I don't mind it so much anymore. I kind of like being your sister... so I hope you won't be mad.
[Wow, that sure was an essay full of feelings.]